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[Saturday, October 22nd, 2005 @ 12:41pm] |
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wow its been a while.... so important stuff: I'm still dating Justin :-D and i have a job at Publix. i'm nowhere near being healthy but we're working on it. yep thats about it. alright maybe ill try writing in this thing again.
Muchos Amor
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[Sunday, August 7th, 2005 @ 10:14pm] |
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I love Justin Burdette.
thought you should know.
Goodnight
P.S.-- I think i have the job at Publix and Im going to try and patch things up with people.
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| ok becauses im tired ill voice my opinion later. |
[Thursday, August 4th, 2005 @ 9:40pm] |
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so they effed up lunch right... so now all they are punishing all the kids that make them money. Appearently kids drift off after lunch, but the way I see it those who dont pay attention after lunch dont ay attention in the first pllace. so they are only hurting all the students that make them money a.k.a US! They also did away with Senior Privileges. SO we don't leave early now and every teacher has to read out-loud a mandatory 15 minutes a day or some bullshit like that. so no early lunch or fridays for us.... HOWEVER they are appearently giving us some other things in an effort to try and calm us down from the outrage of them FUCKIN' US IN THE ASS OUR SENIOR YEAR!!!!!!!!!!! So that is about it. I hope!
Muchos Amor
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[Wednesday, July 20th, 2005 @ 11:30pm] |
new yahoo account: imnaughty1540... so now i have yahoo instant messenger and yahoo mail and everything else yahoo. anyway that is all.
goodnight
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| yay for stealing surveys!!!!!!! |
[Wednesday, July 20th, 2005 @ 10:45pm] |
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Have you ever..........
(x) snuck out of the house
(x) gotten lost in your city
(x) saw a shooting star
(x) been to any other countries besides the united states
( ) had a serious surgery (Or will)
(x) gone out in public in your pajamas
( ) kissed a stranger
(x) hugged a stranger
( ) been in a fist fight
( ) been arrested
( ) laughed and had milk/coke come out of your nose
(x) pushed all the buttons on an elevator
(x) swore at your parents
(x) been in love
( ) been to a casino
( ) been skydiving
( ) broken a bone
(x) skinny-dipped
(x) skipped school
(x) flashed someone
(x) saw a therapist
( ) played spin the bottle
( ) gotten stitches
( ) drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour
(x) bitten someone
( ) been to Niagara Falls
(x) gotten the chicken pox
(x) kissed a member of the opposite sex
(x) kissed a member of the same sex
( ) crashed into a friend's car
( ) been to Japan
(x) ridden in a taxi
(x) been dumped
( ) been fired
( ) had a crush on someone of the same sex
(x) had feelings for someone who didn't have them back
( ) gone on a blind date
(x) lied to a friend--only to keep them from getting hurt
( ) had a crush on a teacher
( ) celebrated mardi-gras in new orleans
( ) been to Europe
( ) slept with a co-worker
( ) been married
( ) gotten divorced
( ) had children
( ) seen someone die
( ) had a close friend die
( ) been to Africa
(x) Driven over 400 miles in one day
( ) Been to Canada
(x) Been to Mexico
(x) Been on a plane
( ) Seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show
( ) Thrown up in a bar
( ) Purposely set a part of myself on fire
(x) Eaten Sushi
(x) Been skiing/snowboarding
( ) Met someone in person from the internet
( ) lost a child
( ) gone to college
( ) graduated college
( ) done hard drugs
( ) tried killing yourself
(x) fired a gun
( ) purposely hurt yourself
(x) taken painkillers
(xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx...) love someone or miss someone right now (i bet you'll never guess who!!)
haha so nothing else just though i'd do this little survey.... i realize there are a few tings i want to do.
Muchos Amor
Whore Kisses
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| despite all the fun i've been having..... |
[Sunday, July 17th, 2005 @ 1:29am] |
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My AP scores finally came in. Appaerently I have to thinkn I'm going to do really REALLY bad on the test to do well.
Yep...... well 1 on Euro dur! 3 on English wtf?! THREE!!!!!!!!!
3 on Chem again i ask wtf?!?!?! How the hell did I get a 3! a fucking THREE!!!!!! so I've been bummed out about that for like oh 2 hours today. i still can't believe it and i almost did cry and i know if anyone gets higher than me *cough* justin *cough* something bad is gonna happen.... aly's gonna cry. I can't believe I got a 3 on the Language exam.... i guess pulling shit out of your ass does work.
But after that fiasco i said oh well.... so after some fun times with heather (changing the color of my hair... again!) and andy and justin I came home to see katie asleep (haha that shocked me) and a gift i found downstairs.
My sister is so thoughtful and I missed her (did I just say that??). She bought my an orange double shot glass that says Pikes Peak on it with the elevation. SWEET ASS!!!!
In other news: I saw Brian Bingham today in the Publix parking lot on my way to get free samples of ice cream from my love. it waws weird we both did a double take. hahaha anyway time for bed.... lots of stuff going on these next few days.
YAY FOR HAIR DYE!!!!
Muchos Amor
Whore Kisses
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| this is a sad one.......... |
[Friday, June 10th, 2005 @ 11:52pm] |
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Despite me happiness...........
The military did NOT meet their quota which means............................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................... they are going to use the draft. Fuck the military and this bullshit war(s) and the fucking trigger-happy dipshit people call President. Whatever I just thought I should inform anyonw that reads this.
Whore Kisses
Muchos Amor
16 hours and counting......................
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| *smiling* |
[Friday, June 10th, 2005 @ 11:19pm] |
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He comes home in16 and half hours!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
( :-D I love you! )
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[Tuesday, June 7th, 2005 @ 10:11pm] |
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YAY!! Aly bought a really hott black dress for te wedding on the 25th. Not mine! lol Thank you Heather!! maybe I can get Heather to take some pictures of the dress and my knee *wink wink*. well i'm excited... Saturday is soon! like in 4 days.
MRI tomorrow boo.... I get to lay in a small tubey thing for at least 45 minutes! It's going to suck!! If my MCL is toren then they have to make two incisions in my knee. one for a camera and one for the tools. i'll be in and out the same day and ten pain for two weeks and then i should be ok.
Sorry I couldn't go last night. but it would have been kinda silly for me to go.
Whore Kisses
Muchos Amor
4 more days... well three and then saturday.
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| gah!! |
[Monday, June 6th, 2005 @ 2:39pm] |
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My knee is about the size of my thigh which means I can't do anything but sit. I'm on crutches. blah! I can't drive which bites because I'm supposed to go to dinner with Justin at the Columbia on Saturday. I was going to go meet him at the airport and then we were going to dinner. Anyway this sucks. Hopefully I'll be able to drive out to the airport. That's all I want, to drive out to the airport after 18 effing days.
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[Sunday, June 5th, 2005 @ 8:32pm] |
i've had the worst day that i've had in awhile. I want him home so much. My knee is swollen like massively so we're going to try to go to the doctors tomorrow and i'll probably have to get my knee drained. *cries* I don't want to. I hate needles. I don't care how much of a sissy I seem to be I still hate needles. Well back to my bad day and waiting for a phone call.
Muchos Amor
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| so i should be sleeping |
[Friday, June 3rd, 2005 @ 1:15am] |
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so i should be sleeping but hey im not. I hope everyone's summer is going exceptionally well. I've been having my ups and downs.
Ups:
-- hanging out with heather
-- hanging out with andy
-- hanigng out with justin and dom
-- went to a club
-- sorta house-sitting which is fun
-- it's summer before senior year
-- hanging out with the rest of the gang
-- many beach trips to come (hopefully)
-- I test drove/ ordered a Toyota Prius
Downs:
-- Justin is gone
-- My knee is fucked up (the doctor says it might be my miniscus wooT! NOT)
-- my scalp is coming off
-- pretty much i'm less healthy than before
-- Justin is gone
-- I'm too lazy to do anything
-- I found out Lin can't give me free ice cream all the time *tear*
-- Justin is gone
( Read more... )
New Screen Name: imnaughty1540
Whore Kisses
Muchos Amor
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| new screen name yet again.... |
[Friday, June 3rd, 2005 @ 1:05am] |
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ok so here's my new screen name if anyone wants it:
imnaughty1540
8 more days
Whore Kisses
Muchos Amor
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| Update 10.5 days left.... |
[Tuesday, May 31st, 2005 @ 4:47pm] |
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I miss him. I miss him alot more than I thought I would. Gah this is hard. I'm just glad it's only 18 days and not weeks, or months, or years. I want him home so bad. I just gotta stay busy and remember he's having fun and I'll be out there sometime with him within the next 6 months to a year! *tear*
Call me and keep me busy please.
Whore Kisses
Muchos Amor
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| I'm missing him :-( |
[Sunday, May 29th, 2005 @ 8:02pm] |
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so I've been trying to stay busy. it's sorta worked i'm just really lazy. my knee is all fucked up again gah! i'm missing him. 13 days left. only thirteen. so i went and test drove my 18th birthday/ graduation gift.
( Here some pictures: )
Whore Kisses
Muchos Amor
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| sad day |
[Monday, May 23rd, 2005 @ 10:23pm] |
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Justin is leaving for 18 days. *tear* ok well i'm going to go spend as much time with him as possible. call if u want to hang out sometime over the summer.
Whore Kisses
Muchos Amor
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| In the process of de-blondifying |
[Monday, May 16th, 2005 @ 3:26pm] |
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So I'm in the midst of dying my hair and with no homework to do I'm actually getting on this thing. Happy Belated Birthday to Sam! We are approaching three months (Thursday) and I'm excited! I really love Justin... now for these last four days of school I think I'm going to make it 2 1/4 days. I'm pretty positive I'm skipping Thursday seeing as how we have no exam in Chem and I don't give a shit about Life Managament (cuz it's GAYY!!) In relidad I only have one exam and thats a chapter test in Pre-Calculus. WHAT EVER AM I GOING TO DO WITH NO FINALS!! *cries with happiness* ok time to get this stuff out of my hair.
Whore Kisses
Muchos Amor
P.S.-- Allen tore his ACL and his miniscus... no more activity for hime (for awhile anyway)
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| AP LANGUAGE STUDENTS!!!! |
[Wednesday, April 27th, 2005 @ 4:16pm] |
ok what exactly are we doing for the Allusion Unit?? Are we supposed to pick one of the definitions or do we do like an overview of all of them or what? GAH! THE WOMAN IS CRRAAAZZZZYYYYY!!!!!!!
Thank You!!
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[Monday, April 25th, 2005 @ 10:23pm] |
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I don't want him to go. Either of them.
Yours tearfully.
Please "write me in your soul."
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| OMG OMG OMG!!! can we do it again?! |
[Monday, April 18th, 2005 @ 3:18pm] |
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i've been home since 12:00... i feel really weak and tired. some jackass had a chipper going last night at 10:fucking 30. i went into my mom's room and was crying i was so fucking tired... she finally went out and asked him to stop chopping his wife to bits (jk jk) at like 11:00. blah! i ate today! wooT go me.
( PROM!!!!!!!!!! = Super fantastic orgy! )
Whore Kisses
Muchos Amor
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| "no....... more kissey" <-- oh i'm so cute, sometimes. |
[Thursday, April 14th, 2005 @ 10:28pm] |
ok before I nod off to dream world....
is God trying to tell me something??? I mean I've seen this chick (first at mcdonalds then school... twice) three days in-a-row now. She looks IDENTICAL, not a lot like, but identical to my ex-boyfriend, who is either bi or gay (not sure yet). NO LIE!! the only thing different is the hair is a bit longer (actually its just one length, so it seems longer) and i dont think her nose has ever been broken and not reset. but the nose still looks like his. AHHHHHHHH!! stalker much. i think i jammed another finger... too many in too short of time.
Whore Kisses
Muchos Amor
I LOVE YOU JUSTIN!!!
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| I'm going to bed I promise... |
[Sunday, April 10th, 2005 @ 1:20am] |
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so my dad is leaving in ohh 5 hours for two weeks to wherever the hell he's going... you know i can't get all the facts because well he's important!! (wow that sounded cocky... just what i meant too) so this week overall has been poppy, but everything is looking up. i don't have to worry about my
"friends" being mad at me cuz they are mostly guys now with the exception of a select few. Finch and I realized that 4th period AP Lang couldn't get along if we were the only people who could save existence. pretty sad. Took the super easy ACT today. The prompt was so GAY!!!! (sorry Jess, straight!!!!) Basically: Should school start later? why or why not and explain. wtf?! 3rd grade anyone... unfortunately it was such a simple prompt that thats how i ended up writing... i think. Is the ACT out of 32 or 36? I can never remember. After the ACT I baked brownies and then helped Sarah and her friend with the Easy Bake Oven. That ended around 3:30... 6:10 or so rolls around and justin calls... you ready for the game? well i missed the last 2 and half hours blankly staring at a TV doing nothing. (it was grand) then we went to the Thunderbolts game. It was a lot of fun because it involves some of my favorite things: Justin and football. We picked up Andy after leaving in the middle of the 4th quarter and went to Chili's (soon to be a weekly tradition i suppose) and had drinks and dessert. Back to Justin's house to hang out!! Now I'm off to bed cuz I've witnessed too much of a Saturday. And to think I'll be doing it again next weekend :) I'm excited!!!!
who all is going to Lakeland's prom?!
Whore Kisses
Muchos Amor
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| its the little things.... |
[Friday, April 8th, 2005 @ 11:39pm] |
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"shes the most beautiful chick ever though so its ok that she said that"
I LOVE YOU!!
p.s-- dinner was a success!!! yay!!!
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| Most people walk in and out of your life......but FRIENDS leave footprints in your heart |
[Tuesday, April 5th, 2005 @ 10:38pm] |
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Never listen to other people's tendencies to be negative or pessimistic......because they take your most wonderful dreams and wishes away from you -- the ones you have in your heart!
Always think of the power words have. Because everything you hear and read will affect your actions!
Therefore:
ALWAYS be...
POSITIVE!
And above all:
Be DEAF when people tell YOU that you cannot fulfil your dreams!
Thank you :-D!!
Today sucked most all around... people kept jumping on me and then the banquet sucked cuz ashley lyle and i realized other people were getting our rightful credit. meh i got a letter... that's one of the good things about today.
She actually looked me in the eye... and asked me "what?" does this mean you accept my apology?!
"cuz 1 you're like a dream come true
2 just wanna be with you
3 its plain to see... that you're the only one for me
and 4 repeat steps 1 through 3
5 make you fall in love with me"
Whore Kisses
Muchos Amor
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[Sunday, April 3rd, 2005 @ 10:38pm] |
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I'm bored and can't sleep.
I've screwed up appearently... _ mean _ screwed up appearently... this isn't about __... somehow it's __ fault, but not about __! why am _ even justifying this with a response... its only going to cause more trouble. just let __ know what _ did, please cuz the way it appears is that we've separated, but obviously _'m missing something. can we talk about this? or am _ not worth your time anymore? _ hope you guys are happy(for real)
*in all seriousness*I hope that you all have wonderful lives with the men of your dreams and become wealthy and successful and have beautiful children. I hope that you can cure cancer or ecome just as important. you both have influenced my life in a positive way and I'll never forget it. I wish that it didn't have to end like this, but i guess its my fault it's like this. So have a wonderful life and I'll keep track of you in the news and the paper. I hope that you have better friends than me and that you get all that you deserve and earn. I'm sorry, I'm sorry for being immature. I'm sorry for not knowing whats going on. Maybe I'll learn eventually.
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| for anyone thats still talking to me... |
[Sunday, April 3rd, 2005 @ 3:45pm] |
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Mac has been transferred to LHMS... so no more Ociffer Branch at Lakeland High School. *sad day* <-- even more so.
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[Sunday, April 3rd, 2005 @ 12:08pm] |
how the fuck do you apologize for something when you don't know what you did?!
well I'm sorry. I truly am sorry.
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| Here at Heather Yopp's house: |
[Wednesday, March 30th, 2005 @ 6:18pm] |
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well I'm still here because tampons really do clog up your pipes. Despite what people say when solid things expand they block up pipes and such and because our house is like 30 years old and on a septic tank system, there is a hole in the yard and little drainage/water. My car broke down AGAIN last night... the alternating belt busted!! wooT so Aly isn't going to college unless she stays in Florida which I don't want to do.
My letter of Apology:
To All That It Concerns:
Please forgive me for anything I have said or done that has offended you. I am sorry for broadening my horizons and finding someone that actaully wants to be with me and I with him. I'm sorry that I can't seem to be happy and you be happy at the same time. I'm sorry that my schedule and your schedule never seem to give us time to spend together. I'm sorry. I'm sorry for everything. I'm sorry I appear to be a mute and I can't talk to anyone. I'm sorry I complain all the time because I'm stressed out just as much as you are. I'm sorry I can't convince you to cut back on things and enjoy life. I'm sorry I don't have to work for everything like other people seem to have to. I'm sorry I'm a bad friend and I left you. I'm sorry. I'm sorry I can't be perfect and I can't be you. I'm sorry that I can't pick up a phone and call you even to just say hi, how was your day? I'm sorry that I'm trying to be a teenager... to relive the life I missed while my dad was fighting for your fucking freedom. I'm sorry. I'm sorry that I found a closer refuge, another best friend, a boyfriend (although I'm NOT at all sorry about that). I'm sorry that I can't be eveywhere, that I'm trying to participate in sports and trying to be healthy. I'm sorry that life isn't the way it used to be or isn't as simple as it once was. I'm sorry. I'm sorry that I made the team and new friends. I wish I could fix things. I wish I could go back and elarn to deal with alot of people at once, learn to be able to hang out and have a large group of friends at the same time. But to be quite honest, I'm done. If you aren't going to acknowledge me, just roll your eyes at everything I say, don't respond to me, then why is it my fault? I'm sorry. But this is a two sided situation... I'm only one person and I'm trying. You have your other friends, your boyfriends, then why can't I? I deserve it all too. I deserve to go to college where ever I choose, I deserve to be happy and get the things I need, NOT want, but need! I deserve to have a life even if you can't have one. I'm sorry for the things I've done or said or the lack there of, but it's not all my fault... get over your self the world doesn't revolve around any of us. I'm sorry.
I'm sorry!
ok well there you have it... I realize I'm worthless scum to some of you, but to be honest... I don't care what you have to say. I'm happy and that's what matters, not the fact that you make me feel like shit because you all are stressed out and whatnot.
hopefully the plumbing will be fixed soon and i can stop bothering people by living with 'em and stealing half their bed.
Whore Kisses
Muchos Amor
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| well la-de-fucking da |
[Monday, March 28th, 2005 @ 3:06pm] |
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so we are limited to less LESS than 100 gallons of water a DAY for a WEEK!!!!!!!! 5 of us taking 2 minute showers and using the toliets like two times here... yea not going to work so i'm going "house-hopping" much like island-hopping only without the taking over and the massive army and mileage! if u don't mind taking me in let me know please!! Here's the sob story:
SETTING: Aly's watching Indiana Jones movies cuz shes bored and is too lazy to move and the fam is all doing what they normally do (not fighting although there was some)
STORY:
PART I: The Discovery!
"wtf?! why is there water covering the bathroom floor downstairs?!" "I don't know.. shit clean it up Rob." *wet dry vac* someone called the plumber and a hefty white man comes out with his special killer spring tools.
PART II:The Plumber
"well let's take a look here.... *ponders as if he was intelligent* yep let's drain this..." Not only do we not have water cuz that's definitely been turned off but now we have a hole in our front yard filled with *drum roll* WARNING: Not for the weak of stomach nor masculine boys!! Tampons!!!! what the fucking fuck?! who the hell flushes tampons down the toliet?!
PART III: The Mother
"You guys... you aren't suuposed to flush tampons." *me giving her a confused look* "what are you talking about?! I'm not stupid I don't do that." mom leaves and Katie comes in: "well I only do it some of the time." mom comes back: "talk to you friends and tell them not to do that." me: "My friends aren't stupid enough to do that. They shoud know better than THAT." (And it better not be my friends... if u did it fess up but then i'll look like a fool for defending a guilty person) So Katie and I have a suspect in mind, but we aren't sure. Now there are tampons (or were) in our yard and little water.
PART IV: The Consequences
1) If you walk in the kitchen water squirts at you from the floor.
2) I can't use water.
3) I gotta live with other people... wait I have to retitle this part that's not a bad thing.
If you can help us figure out who the fuck would be stupid enough to flush tampons down our toliets thus causing us to pay some 6000 dollars to get our thing drained and then filled and then whatever else... let me know!! 712-1807! thanks :-)
ok that's it for now i guess... school shouldn't be back in session yet I need more spring break or better yet summer would be nice.
Countdown to Summer (which is officialy starting today): 39 days (not including today cuz well it's over)
Whore Kisses
Muchos Amor
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| just thought you should know... |
[Sunday, March 27th, 2005 @ 3:29pm] |
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I have to piss SOOO BAD!!! like fo'shizzle... but alas our water has been turned off due to the fact that our downstairs is beginning to flood! wooT! I'm excited... that means a definite NO on Tulane cuz we're broke ass poorer now. gah! i gotta go! lol... so I'm staying at Heather Yopps tonight cuz well downstairs bathroom is under water and the kitchen floor is coming up. Although that is amusing cuz when u step on the floor water shots out at you! hahahaha
Basically I'm screwed:
-- can't take a shower
-- can't piss
-- can't brush the jellybeans off my teeth (eww!)
-- can't wash my face
-- can't do anything that involves water through pipes!
wtf?! why?!?! gah and this week was nice and peaceful... update after i dig a ditch! maybe tomorrow afternoon.
Whore Kisses
Muchos Amor
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| writing from New Orleans!!! |
[Wednesday, March 23rd, 2005 @ 10:47pm] |
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yesterday we were supposed to go visit UF, but our water heater busted and we didn't leave lakeland till about 3:15 or so... got to Tallahassee at 6:15... hmmm dad drove an average of 80 mph reaching a top speed of 95! had dinner with a friend of my dad's, stayed at his place -- it was so pretty!! omg! got up at 6:30 this morning went and saw FSU (College of Engineering, Soccer Facilities, and the Admission office) went to Bill's bookstore! then went to whataburger (no lie thats the name of the restaurant) and headed out to LA. I drove through AL, MS, and into New Orleans... longgg ass car ride. then dad and i checked into the hotel and went out on the town. walked down burboun street (which smells like puke, smoke and alcohol and is highly entertaining) and had dinner on a riverboat and walked around some more... shopping tomorrow and touring Tulane then lunch with my great uncle and we may try to go to Auburn Friday. Surprise Justin AND get another college out of the way. I'm having so much fun!! hope all of you are having as grand a time as I am. goodnight from New Orleans!
Whore Kisses
Muchos Amor
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| "only the best for you." "that's why I have you." |
[Monday, March 21st, 2005 @ 12:36am] |
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eep I'm so excited... waffelhouse at 6:30 in the morning... hey thats 6 hours from now. Jordan I'm glad you got to NYC safe and sound. too bad you're missing my birthday. I still love ya! OMG so Justin cooked a wonderful dinner. it was delicious... i decided that he should cook at least once a week. haha. he also got me a gift. 10 kt. white gold heart with diamonds! small diamonds, but DIAMONDS!! It's so beautiful. I would wear it to the beach tomorrow but the chain is a bit thin and I don't want to lose it. maybe i'l take it so i can get a pic of it to post online. the roast of jeff foxworthy: highlarious! it was funny naturally. final thought: KATIE IS A FUCKING BITCH!! I'm going to whoop her ass in a week. She fucking took my damn razor!!!!! MY razor!! *searching frantically around the bathroom* wtf? what did i do with my razor. *light bulb goes on* Katie took it to Miami!!!!!!!! stupid fucking bitch skank ass whore! god i can't stand her. she lefft me with some gay ass intuition shit with the soap on the razor... it fucking sucks. so now im going to have hairy legs at the beach cuz katie is a dipshit and selfish. and yet i keep being nice to her. i can't wait till i leave and don't have to do shit for her. asbdfuioabeiufvbaerougbae now im pissed off. if she fuckinng ruins my day i swear she will pay for it with a bloody nose and black eye.
Whore Kisses
Muchos Amor
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME AND CHRIS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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OMG OMG OMG OMG!!!! 17 in less than 24 hours.... sadly i was born at like 10:30 PM so i gotta wait till then to be 17. Justin is making me dinner tonight for my birthday :-D... i'm excited. so i'm definetly avoiding the homework i need to do.
LIN!: I would post pics of my awesomely outrageous lime green nails cept i dont have a camera. *tear*
so tomorrow is not only the day that I was born (along with chris and like 20 other people that people i know know) but tis also BEACH TRIP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I'm ecstatic... first beach trip this year for me AND it's with a bunch of friends!!! sadly Sammie and Lin and Jordan and Allen and some others can't go, but I shall bring back some beach with me! fo'shizzle... so come by and collect your beach when u get a chance! My parents are giving me like 100 bucks for the beah plus like 150 more for my b-day. yippiee money!!!!! oh man i hope i dont get burnt tomorrow that'd suck... lots of sunscreen for this white chick with ghetto lime green nails. My mom took katie and sarah this morning and went to Miami for Spring Break. this is going to be the first year I'm not in Miami over spring break EVER! However, as much as thats going to be devastating for me (for real thats when i get to spend time with my crazy fam) i get to go tour colleges and see New Orleans... my dad is such a nerd he made an itenaray for us... divided by college and neatly placed in a folder! he's so great! I'm excited for that too... colleges and my future and Burboun Street... my dad today "too bad you can't drink" me "i canget u drunk and THEN drink." my dad "*laughs* u could...." HAHAHAHAH This is going to be so much fun.. no sarah and no katie = just me and my dad which hasn't happened in about 16 years! YAY! ok seriously i need to get this hellnut shit done.
Whore Kisses
Muchos Amor
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| check out my hot icon! too bad it isn't me! |
[Thursday, March 17th, 2005 @ 9:53pm] |
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first off: I don't like the shirt ideas for APE -- i think we can do better.... BUT if we can't i'll still get one and support APE!
secondly: I had a sudden urge to attempt "poetry" basically writing random stuff on the same topic
BUT it's going to sound terrible so I won't and i'll spare all those who choose to be depressed and pissed off all the time.
I'm so excited about Spring Break:
Fri-- hanging with Justin and crew
Sat-- hanging with Lin and Jen
Sun-- wow! free as of now but i'm sure i'll find something to do (aka hang with justin and crew)
Mon-- MY BIRTHDAY!!!!!!!!!!! and BEACH DAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Tues-- tour UF
Wed-- tour FSU/ spend day in Tallahassee
Thurs-- somewhere in LA
Fri-- somewhere in LA (i'll be checking out the 'night life' con mi padre in New Orleans)
Sat-- still on college trip
Sun-- hopefully be home and probably doing Hellnut homework HA! yea right
ok im off to bed i gotta get plenty of rest to be Huck Finn tomorrow!!
Whore Kisses
Muchos Amor
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| quiz cuz i haven't in awhile |
[Tuesday, March 15th, 2005 @ 10:08pm] |
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A - Age you got your first kiss: 15
B - Band listening to right now: none -- Justin on the phone
C - Crush: um... well i guess does it count if u're dating him??
D- Dad's name: Robert Paul Strzalka Jr.
E - Easiest person to talk to: Justin
F - Favorite band at the moment? damn thats a hard one... not sure
G - gummy worms or gummy bears?: bears
H - Hometown: Lakeland FL -- born in Miami, FL
I - Instruments: guitar, recorder (back in the day) and attempted Oboe
J- Joints smoked: eww... none thats bad for you
k- kids: probably
L - Longest car ride ever: Miami, Fl to Venezula
M - Mom's name: Martha Jane Barry Strzalka
N - Nicknames: Aly, Alycat, Mrs. Buttersworth, Mrs. Burdette
O - One wish: to not have emotions sometimes
P - Phobia[s]: turning into my mother
Q - Quote: "big hairy monkey balls"
R - Reason to smile: Justin, my friends, life (most of the time)
S - Song you sang last: Sweet Home Alabama?? i think
T - Time you woke up [today]: 6:15
U - Unknown fact about me: i'm really self conscienous.... but don't tell anyone
V - Vegetable you hate: corn
W - Worst habit(s): everyone has them.. and its all based on perspectives
X - X-rays you've had: knee, wrist, cat scans, mris.... basically everything
Y - Yummy food: Justin's pasta, pasta in general, Steak and Shake milkshakes and food in general
Z - Zodiac sign: Aires
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| YAY narrowed down my college selection!!!! |
[Tuesday, March 15th, 2005 @ 8:13pm] |
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ok so eight colleges I'm looking at: all with Chemical engineering:
1) Florida State University
2) University of Florida
3) Louisianna State University
4) Clemson University
5) North Carolina State
6) Auburn University
7) University of Alabama
8) Tulane University
In no particular order. So go me! Life seems a thousand times less stressful... then I remember Hellnut's class.
Whore Kisses
Muchos Amor
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| Happiness |
[Monday, March 14th, 2005 @ 9:56pm] |
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For some reason Aly's been a little pissy since last night, well that is up until third period today! :) so Aly is now happy again as she should be and rightfully deserves to be. FCAT Science tomorrow for me b/c i had a 103 degree fever and couldnt do much but groan... which took alot out of me. My allergies are starting up = my asthma is acting up... it was actually hard for me to breathe today. I got kinda dizzy, but didn't have my inhaler... it's the first time in a few years that I actually thought I need that beast. ok plan for Aly's birthday which everyone is invited to: Monday, March 21 meet at Justin's house NO LATER THAN 8:00 am and go to Ana Maria Island!!!!! I need a count of who's going so I know how much money to collect from everyone to get the food and stuff we need. It's going to be fun even though there's a 40% chance of fucking rain! :( It best not rain... ok well I'm going to limit the happiness because everyone else seems to be pissed or upset or something negative like that.
Whore Kisses
Muchos Amor
P.S.-- so going to get Wendy's tomorrow for lunch!!!
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[Wednesday, March 9th, 2005 @ 10:05pm] |
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[Wednesday, March 9th, 2005 @ 9:50pm] |
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[Monday, March 7th, 2005 @ 10:27am] |
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so my fever got up to 103 degress last night. i hope everyone is having fun at the beach... wish i could be there. *tear* i wonder if they'll bring me some sand back. hahaha that'd be great, but alas im stuck in this god forsaken house. i was so excited too i was going to wear my awesome clevage bathing suit. oh well we can all go some other time as well. i should really do my homework and clean my room and everything else i have to do. but i feel like shit and everything hurts and my fever keeps going up and down. screw it screw it all. I don't get this song: Ludacris "Number One/ The Position" it doesn't make any sense.... it's all about Austin Powers ???????????? whatever time to go do nothing and hope i get better soon.
Whore Kisses
Muchos Amor
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| this fucking sucks.... |
[Sunday, March 6th, 2005 @ 3:02pm] |
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of course just my fucking luck, i'd get the flu. FUCK!!!! I want to go to the beach I don't want to sit here and be freezing and burning up at the same time. this sucks ass... why am i always getting sick on my vacations?! I better not be sick over spring break. grrr.. i'm so mad... why can't i just be healthy... its only one day that i've asked for... one day that i wanted to go to the beach... BUT NOOO!! I pissed someone off and they are trying to get back at me now!! i hate this i seriously do... why am i the sick one?? my mom came in and was like "I dont know how many more drugs they can give you. *laughs hysterically*" OMG! I want to cry... i want people to come visit me, but then again i dont... i'm not getting anyone else sick... if i do im sorry! gah!! I had a 102 degree fever this morning and my mom took tomorrow off so i HAVE to stay home. blergh ok time for some more rest.
Whore Kisses (decontaminate them)
Muchos Amor
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| i refuse to shed anymore tears |
[Sunday, February 27th, 2005 @ 8:20pm] |
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I don't want to be here.... it's going to take a heavy-duty saw to cut through the tension. no lie. i wish someone would come visit me. although that probably won't end well. so my mom comes in here and is like "turn it all off we need to talk." ok whatever i do it. then shes like "what is going on between you two (katie and I) because blah blah blah" "I don't know!" and then i tell her YET AGAIN! what happened. "Well I don't think your innocent in this." WHAT THE FUCK!?!?! I tried to push katie out of the car, unsuccessfully i might add, after she yelled at my for TWO FUCKING DAYS! I didn't do jack shit before that. I drove her fucking ass AND her friends home and I GET GROUNDED!?!?!?! so now no one is talking to anyone and everyone is pissed off and I can't leave which is so fucked up because i'm tired of this bullshit and getting yelled at for everything. It's not my fault for real this time. damn i have to get up on time this week. hahahahahhahahahah Katie has to ride the bus!! that's high-larious, so rewarding. She was like "No, I'm not!" I told her she better start walking. mwhahaha anyway i think my mom is out of the shower now so i'm going in... i really need to run/rant/be loved! Fuck you 'familiy'
Whore Kisses
Muchos Amor
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| someone explain this to me please: |
[Saturday, February 26th, 2005 @ 5:04pm] |
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I was told I was grounded no car for a week starting monday. *shrugs shouders* meh whatever. I was also told Katie was grounded no friends, no TV, no computer, no phone, no nothin. HOWEVER, she's out shoppng right now with a friend, in Orlando and is having Kevin come over tonight. Now explain that to me AND explain why I just can't seem to realize that that's how it's ALWAYS going to be. Why do I keep thiinking my parents are better than that? Why do I keep thinking that things are goiing to change and maybe once just ONCE my parents will actually ground Katie like they said? Well I refuse to drive Katie anywhere this week whether my parents tell me to or not. Soon the will realize how much of a HELP I am by being able to drive Katie's fucking ass everywhere. Well whatever I'm out.
Whore Kisses
Muchos Amor
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| in a discussion on Fancis Bacon and GS cookies |
[Saturday, February 26th, 2005 @ 3:04pm] |
purplephoenix06 (3:03:24 PM): [cookies] dont cheat on you, and they dont care what you loook like, they dont break your heart, only the scale
HAHAHAHHAHAHHA!! good job Lori!!
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[Saturday, February 26th, 2005 @ 2:39pm] |
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GIRL SCOUT COOKIES ARE IN!!!!!
So Monday everyone bring your money and I shall give u your cookies...
ok now i must go and do hellnut homework.
Whore Kisses
Muchos Amor
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| i'm drowning in a wading pool of ecstasy |
[Wednesday, February 23rd, 2005 @ 10:40pm] |
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after all the shit i've done today.... I can't sleep. I'm happy... God, please let me stay this way. My daddy comes home friday. So the monday of FCAT I'm going to the beach... cuz I kick ass like that. lol. 116.6 lbs. 5'7 3/4" <-- me! fuck allergy season. I hate this bitch... my eyes are itchy, my throat is sore i cant stop coughing... but imm ok with all that cuz i haven't actually HAD to use my inhaler or nebulizer... for some reason the mention of my asthma makes me feel really weak. i hate that feeling... the stupid-blonde-moment-stupid and the inferior-weak-stupid. which reminds me... today I went to text Justin and accidentally put in the wrong number. Well it ended up being an older woman thinking it was her daughter so she texted me back saying "ok i love you too" HAHAHAHA Aly = MAJOR blonde, but it's amusing so its all good. Justin isn't feeling well and thats sad. I'm sorry baby... feel better! *muah* i'm definely getting the worst tan ever.... running shorts, an ace bandage around my ankle, socks/shoes, and a shirt/sports bra. AHAHAH and I still have the shin guard tan... oh yeah! go me and my whiteness!! Hamlet tomorrow... skipping Pre-Calculus and Personal Fitness (but its all good cuz i got a million extra credit points for bringing in my brownies!). I need to get out of Lakeland so bad. And I so weent to the doctors in Brandon like Monday. I just want a day of hanging out with my friends somewhere thats NOT Lakeland cuz it's so fucking boring in Lakeland. I'm hungry....... so how gay is this: On weekdays I'm only allowed two hours with Justin... how STRAIGHT is this: i'm guessing it only counts if its just me and him :-D parents are silly. My mom suggested having prom at my house. i laughed at her (in my head), appearently was beinig rude so she hung up on me! wtf?! I hate when people hang up on you. it's straight!!! i feel the urge to write, to love people and tell them i love them, to get drunk, to run down the street naked, to do something random and not out of character for me. i wanna go on a date! *hint hint* wait that's out of character mmmmm... beach..... no more malls!!! I think i may drown myself.... i can only handle so much... it just all merges together and becomes one monster pile of clothing attacking me and forcing me to try things on that i can't have and to buy things i can't afford. i want people to stop being bitches and get over their damn -selves. wow more than one person on that... damn i wish i could get over myself.... i have a reason: not enough love in my childhood. damn im not going back there. i don't want to be sucked into the dark, never-ending recesses of chilldhood memories... unless of course they are of times with antonio (my brother... well 'my broter' chill) damn i need to sleep... i need to do something or go somewhere. i need to stop being so fucking lazy. ok bed time... i guess the writing will have to wait.
Whore Kisses
Muchos Amor
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| school + future + sports + life = Aly!! |
[Wednesday, February 23rd, 2005 @ 10:21pm] |
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ok recap on Aly to keep her skraight:
-- Justin and I are official
-- My Birthday = less than a month away
-- Spring Break = FUN! or it better be!
-- Track and Field... I ran 2.6 miles + 10 stride outs + threw discus (just today!) = me being tired.
-- my ankle is still bothering me blah on it!
-- I need to start working on college/scholarship shit
-- I need to decide what I want to do... nanotechnology?? engineering?? something with chemistry.
-- Prom on April 16th
-- I need a job/ way of making money
-- I told a woman to thank her son today:
Woman's car "Proud mom of a son in Iraq. He's not just my son, he's my hero."
Me: "I should tell her to thank her son."
*light turns green*
ME: "Damn. I'll follow her." *follows woman home*
Me: "Ma'am can u thank your son for me."
Woman: *pause* "of course" *biggest smile I've seen
ME: "My father was in Iraq and I understand how hard it is... just thank him for me please."
Woman: "thank you!"
*drive away*
ok thats all for now.
Whore Kisses
Muchos Amor
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| Mrs. Kicker -- officially |
[Sunday, February 20th, 2005 @ 10:33pm] |
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so who totally blew off her homework and hung out with her boyfriend all day! yea that's right! If I had had money i miht have gone to the fair with Heather and Heather (kelley and yopp), but seriously I owe myself money. so i hung out with justin, which was free! I'm fucked tomorrow... doctor's appointment in Brandon which means I have time to write 4 and 1/2 essays on the way there and back and while waiting... although wait time usually isn't bad. but i have to miss practice and thats gonna suck.... i gotta run tomorrow cuz i didnt all weekend. anyway i have to go to bed before my pyscho mom comes in and yells at me again.
OH Steak and Shake -- so totally open now!!!!!!! Milkshake runs anyone?! "you butter believe it"
Whore Kisses
Muchos Amor
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| SURPRISE!!!!!!! |
[Saturday, February 19th, 2005 @ 3:30pm] |
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so i think im getting/am sick. I feel like crap and slept through most of Allen's party which i feel bad about. I hope everyone had a good time and I wasn't too much of a burden. Justin's bed is so comfortable. thank you for everything!! i need to do something, but i just don't have the energy. i'm losing my voice from all the coughing and my throat is killing me. sometimes i just don't want to be me. i got pictures taken this morning and the photographer said i should look into modeling. that'd be cool, but i just don't know if i have the time nor the desire. i dont know it'd be awesome if i had the money and the time. and if i thought it would last. meh whatever... im going to go watch more tv and be a mindless drone.
Whore Kisses (decontaminate them just in case lol)
Muchos Amor
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